Sometimes I wish I was brave, wish I was stronger, wish I could feel no pain

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 04:11:30 GMT

man so i really cant wait to get the fuck out of this hellhole im supposed to call home
i hate this place. the i leave will not come soon enough. i just want to get away from these people
they suk. alls youre parents do is tell you that its time to grow up and think for self and all that happy bullshit. but when it comes down to it they still treat you like a fucking kid.
fuk them and anyone who thinks like them
hit the snare or not

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 00:45:46 GMT

yea so the stupid fuckin guidance counsaler fukin bitch tells me that she cant get me into the english class i need to fukin graduate stupid bitch
fuck her
damn

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 04:34:53 GMT

i use the matches in youre eyes to set my self on fire
the most iportant things to say are the words you choke
on.

that bitch better not ever talk to me again
hit the snare

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 02:57:03 GMT

so uh im back home now after my week of being homeless. me and my uncle got into a big ol fight and it was pretty nasty but who cares. uh so i stayed at the gfs for a couple of nights and then i went up to my grams house. but im home now. bummer

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 12:21:28 GMT

so uh i quit my job at the ol hannaford so i can work full time at a place called valvoline istant oil change. its not really the career in automotive that i was lookin for but itll do for now. get paid ridculasly large amount of money. and the best part thats a guaranteed 40 hours a week i dont have to be home. yay i hate it hear. im leaving and never coming back when i get the chance. my ollady finaly got a job, now that i can afford this long distance shit. haha. i cant believe its been like 8 months allready. thats kool that means ill be done with school soon so i can get the hell out of hear away from my family *fuckers*
hit the snare or die trying

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 14:43:07 GMT

i fuckin hate bein home i cant see my lady cause my parents are gay
i hate living im so sik of it

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 15:43:59 GMT

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened

wow so its been a long time uhm everything is everything first time ive been home in a while. i uh partied hard at the ladies graduation party got drunk and flirted with her mom and then had alot of fun the rest of the night. went to new jersey pretty sik watched the big drag races then i came back and took all my exams that suked. now i have this hole summer to do what ever the fuk i wantunlike last summer that suked to bad i ruined it with well you no the story

Thu, 26 May 2005 01:55:22 GMT

dude so uh wow uh saw sum 41 the other week it was sil went to after prom and spent the hole night wiht the woman it was nice. i got a show to mo row its gunna be sik. and gay gilford prom not sik peace fuckers

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 18:12:56 GMT

man the week is almost over thank god i miss my gf terribly bad it suks. but ive managed to keep my self entertained. this new band is amazing(come see THE CAPITOL RUN)were playing a botbs in concord on may 26. weve played like every day this week we got some tight shit done and it such a diffent sounds its awsome. and geez i dunno nuttin else on this front just cant wait to see khyrstal.

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 18:45:29 GMT

oh my go its been forever but uh shit my trucks done new band is gunna kik ass when we play the shows im so excited. my female companion is good shes leavin me to go to florida im gunna be bummin but ill survive. she spoils me i love it. AND i got some were last night haha but ne hooo leave some or suk my ass

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 00:16:33 GMT

yea hmmm deffintly saw alice today it was wierd so out of the boue and unexpected. but the front end of my bronco is all set so now my rear end gets done so i think shes almost ready. cant wait

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 03:43:28 GMT

geez been awhile
i worked all vaca hung with khrystal alot worked on my truck and i went and chilled with my gram for a couple of days so it wasnt that bad. my truck is getting closer and closer to being done maybe by like wensday. im so excited.
this kid named dan called me today and said that he heard me play drums before at a show and i wiked impressed him and his band wants me to play drums for them. kinda confusing cause i blow at drums. but itll be fun to get out there and play shows again i missed it so bad.
peace

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 03:52:23 GMT

so my lift should be shippin tomorrow i cant wait. i still cant belleve im finally gettin it. it was so expensive but i guess its worth it considering its custom made for my baby. and as i look back at these stupid fucking comments in my lj i get more and more pissed off and stuff. i mean why do you two gurlys insist on bugging me i mean i do nothging to you and its like you live to bug the shit out of me. and you wonder y the fuk i wont talk to you. i mean one day its ccalling my gf a skank and shit and then the next fukin day ur fukin emailin me to fukin be friends and shitwhat the fuk. britny i honestly tried to make it work but man it wasnt gunna and i understand were ud be pisssed and waht ever but to a certain point. i mean come on how long has it been and you guys stikll insist on draggin out this stupid fuking game. jesus. cant you see that ive moved on, im fucking happy as can be, and youre not there and never will be again if you kept youre damn pants on maybe just fukin maybe i would talk to you but you couldnt even tell me to my face how fukd is that. i mean its been almost three mounths and you still cant get the picture that my veiw on this is not gunna change and it sikn me at the thought of you.
?what the fuk will it take?

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 12:50:58 GMT

yea so im still waiting for my lift to get hear. uhm gee i went and saw my gram yesterday mornging and took out to breakfest. came home wired my new plate lights csue it sux getting stopped for those. then i went and piked up khrystal and we went to the mexicans show it suked that sum stupid ass girl was there tying to act koool i really cxant believe the lack of maurity there icant believe i dated that. but any way the show suked so we went bak to her house casue her parents werent there so yea ill let you wonder.

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 01:51:49 GMT

yea so my bronco is gettin a 1000 dollar make over, i just ordered my new 4 inch lift kit i got a new exhaust system new brakes all around wee im xcited my truck is gunna b bad ass

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 17:34:09 GMT

nno nina i think you got it mixed up krystal is a girl from gilford and shes super hot and yea shes wiked awsome. yea i still talk to adam and mark mark moved to florida about two weeks ago and adam was up for xmas break so we chilled and jammed.

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 14:15:36 GMT

dude nina wrote in my lj how kool is that. uhm shits been pretty dull lately work hang with the lady and play my drums. i have conflicted vews about this long distance realtionship in a way its nice cause she not there all the time buggin the shit outta me but at the same time i miss this girl terribly so i dunno. but had this talk and its weird how we feel so strong for eachother so quickly, i just dont want it to end up like the last two times. but i dont think i will. on a dif note i thikn ive decicded were im goin to school. this place in ohio called northwestern tech its a pretty sweet place offroad club and shit i can get my assciaotes degree in autotech so i thnk thats my plan

peace

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 21:45:55 GMT

wow so i just drove khystal home in this fuckin blizzard and it was an adveture
but the bronco got us there alive so i chilled with her for the day and then i got to venture back and follow peopple that drive like douchbags but what ever im home now with cause aunty called and tole me to get home. so hear i am with no plans on a saturday night. what ever

hit it

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 20:21:24 GMT

yea so ihavent been up to much just chillin i got a new amp from the lady for my truck a whoppin 760 watts the thing is fuckin amazing we won our indoor game last sunday and on the way back me and chuck got pulled over and i got to fight wiht a piggy it was kool. uhm what else not much. i think im gunna start lookin for a new job. hannaford is getting old i need some constructive. my friend said that tire wearhouse or vip would hire me cause i have education in oil and tire changing and id start at like 8 bucks an hour so i think im goin for it

hit my snare

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 01:13:24 GMT

yea so not much has changed, me mark and adam jammed old side*one songs yesterday before i went to work it was sweet. went swimming with my lady the other night the pool sucked so we went to the hott tub it was nice. i sorta feel asleep and it was sooo relaxing. yea shes got to work tonight(new years eve, till 1230) but i dont care im still goin to see her at work i guess then well go back to her house and itll be fun.

if you want hit it

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 15:42:30 GMT

yea so all is well i guess. went to this crazy party with adam and mark i got kinda buzzed and we jammed it was wierd i think i was the only person there under 18. then some girly gave me a ride home at like 3 that morning and asked me if she could come in so that was akward. then yesterday i got my baby running(YAY)found out it does a mean donut in hannaford parking lot haha. yea got some kool shit for x mas and me and my uncle drove my gram back home cause her car is still in my front yard. get to go see my lady today which is kool because i havent seen her since wensday(not kool). it kold but at least x mas is over.

hit me

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 01:31:16 GMT

yea my poor gram got in anaccident coming to see us this x mas eve how shitty
got the part for my truck 50 dollars later but thats ok id spend all my mioney on my baby now i just get to fight to get it in then im going to gilford

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 12:45:05 GMT

yea fisrt day of vaca first day of fighting with the truck first day of not seeing khrstal
FUCK CHRSITMAS

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 13:16:21 GMT

yea so i went to go get the lady in gilford yesteday after i got out of work and everything was goin fine till my shift lever fell across my colum. so hear i am with my girlfriend in my truck at the end of her drive way and i cant shift in to any gear. so i got to go play mechanic and shift my truck manually on the trasmission and drive us to my house. so she got to meet the family and all that happy jive and it went pretty smoothly till i realized that i had no way to get her home. so aunty luarie drove us home and told me on the way home she liked her more then any other of the past ones excpet alice haha whatever

fuck christmas and i miss my baby
hit the snare or not whatever

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 14:05:45 GMT

yea so adam is coming back today sweet. havent been up to much truck been giving me alot of problems but nothing that i cant fix haha. this long distance relationship kills me but i dont care cause shes really kool she gets to come over for dinner today and meet the family i think im more nervous then she is but i dunno. had my fisrt band practice in a while yesterday with mark ian and matt. were gunna rock the shit outta any one haha

hit me